A letter to my ex-girlfriend

For the memory of our love gone with wind
Dear Baby:
Allow me to call you with this special name,please.Do you know what color our love is?In my eyes, it is blue.I really really don’t know how to begin with this heart-broken story.
I remember the day well when we met each other at Nanling No.1 Middle School of Anhui in the year 2OO3.Jesus Christ,you should tell me that you’re from Xuzhen–my birthplace.
We were in the same class-Class V,Grade I.Our seats were so near to each other that I always hit on you with any topic. You were not a forward girl and spoke less to the boys,but we almost conducted endless conversation every day.I guessed we were in the same wavelength.
Someone told me that you were a plain Jane,but in my eyes you’re all that (a borned babe).Someone said you’re dingleberry,but in my eyes,you’re cute as hell.Maybe it is that so-called “Beauty in the eyes of the beholder”.
You were so good in my eyes that I had a big crash on you the moment I saw you.After CEE2OO7,I made a decision to chase after you.I remember that the day I expressed my love to you well.The night,I text you”Are we buddy friend or sweetheart friend? What kind of relationship you want it to be?”I was in seventh heaven when you told me you go steady with me.Oh,my lord,Aaron was in with a pretty girlie!This kinda feeling was so awesome that I have the time of my life on those days.
I really appreciate our relationship,we experienced our most precious three years together,I cherished ever second with you,though there was no smooching,no Bam chi ga bon-bon,no fooling around,no silent treatment, blah,blah,blah.
Maybe we are not meant for each other.Finally,we broke up. To be more precise, you dumped me.The following days,my eyes were wavering all day along.I am not the holy,
I knew I had fallen out of love.NOT A CHANCE!I got to be a bachelor again.I knew that I’m over you though I’m all over you.Both of us are tired of the long distance relationship.This kinda relationship was hard for us two. I don’t want the kinda love become monkey on our back.
I thought I was somebody,but unfortunately,I was only a fat zero.I once said around the clock hoping I could accompany with you for the rest of life,and  be my better half in the long run.But I am sorry I’m afraid that I have to eat my words though I am not willing to.
You said I was too good for you and I deserved a better girlie.I knew, it’s just an excuse, but,you know,love affairs takes no excuse,you are the person that I am in love with.
As it was a long distance relationship,I was not able to hang out with you a lot,which made you feel less happier than the peers.
Sorry,my bad,I was failed to press your button in your heart.It was me and the distance that blow our love.Both of us are tired of long distance relationship,which is hard for us two.I don’t want this kinda love affairs to be monkeys our backs.
Dear,love you as well!